Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Eyes to see




We are gutting and remodeling our latest, 3rd, fixer upper. Yesterday I found myself pulling tons of nails out of used studs so that we can reuse them. I got to thinking how God does that to and for us. He takes our hurts, our wounds, our sins, our weaknesses and transforms them and uses them and heals them. He restores what the locusts have eaten (Joel 2:25-32). He makes beauty from ashes, turns our mourning into joy plants us by streams of water as a display of His splendor (Is 61:3).
There were some boards that had tiny nails in them, they were easy and relatively painless to extract and finish. I have had some quick and relatively painless lessons to learn over the years. God revealed something ugly in me and gave me the grace/wisdom/knowledge/obedience to turn from them and He brought healing. Then there were some boards that had tiny nails, giant nails, and giant crooked nails in them, these required some beating and finesse to extract and be done. Can anyone relate? I have had some larger issues and deeply ingrained patterns that God had to really finesse me to let go of. He would prod, I would buck, He would poke I might listen, then I would acquiesce and He would grow and strengthen more into His image. Then there was one board that I wasn’t sure that I could use in my analogy, it had all of these nails in them, but as I extracted one deeply seated nail a crack ran the length of the board and I thought this board is now useless. Do you ever feel like that? I know there have been times when I have been so beat down by the world, hurt, abused, betrayed, bullied, angry, vengeful, downright broken and useless. But, God. He is a good, good Father. Adonai! He takes us broken and hurting and pours the Balm of Gilead into every dark and deep crevice and gives us a voice to proclaim the freedom and strength and joy that we have found onto all we meet. He is so faithful to meet us wherever we are and to take whatever we offer Him and make it greater.
 
2 Corinthians 3:16-18 (HCSB) but whenever a person turns to the Lord, the veil is removed. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. We all, with unveiled faces, are looking as in a mirror at the glory of the Lord and are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory; this is from the Lord who is the Spirit.
Isaiah 61:3-4 to comfort all who mourn,
to provide for those who mourn in Zion;
to give them a crown of beauty instead of ashes,
festive oil instead of mourning,
and splendid clothes instead of despair.
And they will be called righteous trees,
planted by the Lord
to glorify Him.
They will rebuild the ancient ruins;
they will restore the former devastations;
they will renew the ruined cities,
the devastations of many generations.









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